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    October 28

    抽搐并疲累着的第一个semester，so far

    这篇日志灰常灰常之郁闷，最近有郁闷情绪的同志请三四而后看
     
     
    开学到现在已经4周了，是4周吗？
    最近脑子不太好使
    最近很长一段时间脑子一直不太好使
    人际关系困扰我
    身体情况折磨我
    男女关系牵绕我
    学习窘境压迫我
    我抽搐并疲累着活着
    今天上课的时候（星期三早上的课，每次都会思绪乱飞，我恨accounting）
    突然后悔了，后悔学business
    后悔选management
    后悔来英国
    然后只有后悔选management的后悔一直持续到现在
    我只对marketing有兴趣
    我只对我有兴趣的专业有耐心
    所以，很有可能fail，很有可能死给你看
    脸上的痘不停的长阿长，一颗比一颗茂盛
    可是我也没怎么悬梁刺骨么，说实话，心理压力不断增大，实际行动却入不敷出
    我要吐了，对自己，对别人
    都这么猥琐，都这么隐晦得活着累不累
    简简单单的留在上海有什么不好，穷困的活着有什么不好
     
    不好，就是不好
    我要有钱的活着
    我要有房有车的活着
    很有可能没男人将来，更有可能离婚将来（虽然不想，可我就是有那种可能性的人，直觉上）
    哪有人为了将来离婚读书的
    不然怎么办
    做个没钱没男人的老女人？！
    还要养我的小孩。。
     
    哎哟，就是这么抽搐并疲累的活着
    为了寻找快乐而快乐，那所谓的快乐得来源看上去是那么的勉强和格格不入
     
     
    8:53 PM | Blog it | the days in wales

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    voice vwrote:
    honey....u okay?
    还有一个月就回国了，想想你不在上海，我回去真的会很没有意思啊……你放假马上会上海吧，我好想跟你一起去北京，呆上一两天也好……
    Nov. 8

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